Bedroom Revolution

This exhilarating feeling that I’m getting from free falling at an irresistible speed from this haven, this sanctuary that I’ve built around myself, it’s good for me. 

As much as I hated it at first, this loud pang at the recess of my pride was exactly what I needed to move forward. Denying that I felt anything but acceptance towards it, only made it worst. 

Thank you.

flush cards gambit wolverine x men xxx xavier chicken nipples cock sh*t hamsters dinkleberries guinea pigs pigs pork pork knuckle, yummm, me love some pork knockle, germany, land of beer, beer is great, spots, I found a great spot, beautiful, under a bridge at a nicely elevated height, lovely, writing and listening to nature and stuff. stuff and thanggsss, walking dead, rick grimes, grimes, indie music, music makes the people come together, yeah, madonna, 4 minutes, justin timberlake, trains, sheldon cooper? superspecialawesome, yugioh abridged, things, running, streaming through my veins, uncertainty, explosions, time bombs, membranes, fibres, ticking clocks, a clock work orange, singing in the rain, kicking, stripes, jailhouse rock, therapy, is this a form of therapy?? random bouts of text aligned at random in every sense of the word?? 

buddy hoagies, yum, dish washing, no I did not do a dish washing job, almost did, but no, I have next to no work experience, my hamsters are trained to kill, would you like to test them?? fork, spoon, butter, bread, breadtalk, breads don’t talk, you eat them, and they die, tis a tragic fact I know, rather, sad, but such is life, life is as fair as it gets, if sh*t happens to you, good things happen to another individual, from your perspective, it’s unfair, but at the grand scale of things, it’s a balance of good and bad things. Of course, if you weigh every good thing and bad thing that ever happened in the world from the beginning of time to present, you can never find the scale to be measured as equal, however, you know, philosophically speaking, it’s equal, at least, that’s what I believe. Man kind are pessimistic by nature, that’s what I believe. 

I’m considered to be a disturbingly positive person, and I feel that that can’t be further away from the truth. What happens is that I look at something, and consider all of the things that can go wrong, when I fail to find something that could potentially fall apart, I think to myself “that’s not so bad”, and that’s what I tell others, and that gives them the impression that I’m a positive person, perhaps so, by the world’s perception and interpretation of things, but if that’s the case, I believe that the world is wrong, and I’m right. 

out of 7-8 billion people in the world, perhaps a handful of you share my thoughts, in which case, we all should have grown up together and in such favorable circumstances, we’d grow to be a little less lonely on the inside. Misfits, that’s what we are, and I sincerely hope you guys are doing well, because all things considered, I’m not dead yet, and I have been granted the power that has often been taken for granted, the power to express myself. I have a voice, I’ve been told that it sounds pretty damn good.  

I think this is enough for today.